Wow.. its so crazy to see that the last time i posted was almost a month ago.. time flys by SO quickly. This past month has been amazing! I have really been able to get to know the students and hang out with them a lot! God has given me the opportunity to start up a bible study with a few girls that meets once a week and it is really amazing to see God working within that and really using me as a tool for Him! For the month of July we have been having church outside at a park on Saturday nights. It is a really relaxed environment with food being served, games, songs, and a talk. The talks are all very relatable and they are things that people go through and struggle with here in Estonia. One person interviews another person about a topic that they have really struggled with in the past. The cool thing about these services is that since they are outside people from all over just hear the music and come and want to know what we are doing and then they stay for the service! Its really amazing how God is drawing people in each week. The people who would normally not want anything to do with church sit and listen. There are always homeless people... non believers.. and this week we even have some drunk guys that were sitting for the service drinking throughout the whole thing. It was amazing because even if they don't remember the talk or remember what was going God, God had them to stay and we were able to talk with them about God and were able to hang out with them a little bit.
I feel like God has really been doing a number on my heart these past few weeks. Never in my life have I felt such a burden for lost people. God is really showing me what it means to give things to Him and let Him take control and to trust His plans. He is reminding me about how He doesn't need me at all fo what He is doing here or anywhere, but He has chosen to use someone who is so underserving like me. Its amazing to realize how powerful and huge God is and how small we are!
Today we leave for English Camp. It is a camp that we teach the students english by sharing the Gospel with them and loving on them for a week. It is very interactive and very high energy and fun! It is abut an hour away from the city so we are leaving to go today! There will also be a team that is coming in from Atlanta actually!! So I am really excited to see what God does there and how He moves. About %40 of the students signed up are non believers so please pray for opportunities to share our story with them and for God to do some supernatural things at the camp where we know that It is Him doing it!
Please continue to pray for me while I spend my last few days here in Estonia. Pray for God to use every part of me that is left during these last few days. Pray that God would use us through this camp to reach Estonia and then the World.
I praise God for amazing friendships and amazing experiences and memories.
With love because of Christ,
Bek
